today ive been feeling so mixed up in myself,i did yesterday,i will tomorrow.
ive had no luck from docters physically and menticly.
i hope turn my life around,cant see no way at the moment.
anyway i'll go now.

some more pics as usual

today i have mixed feelings,but after a conversasion i feel a lot better,well anyway,i can say this is why i feel that there are people worse off than me.

anyway,wont be long for a lot of changes in my life.

im not very good at expressing myself so i will put some things i enjoy...

memories

Today I went to my friends funeral,nothing unusual except I saw him recently,this is what happened to my best mate, (well a few people I knew),and it makes me realise that during the service,I wanted have a drink/fag/argument/talk or anything with him,thinking of him not being able respond back is so upsetting!!!and it makes me (like I say)realise how precious life is,so in the past,when I was suicidel,my care-worker said to me,that if I suceeded,I wouldn't have the oppertunity to regret it,and my mate before would probaly being laughing at himself.Well on to a more pleasant note,I'm so gratefull how lucky I am.So I wish to put on a few lovely pictures,...

animals

Thank you for replying,well I thought I'd do some pictures of some of our wildlife,Some of domestic and wild animals,I wish to start trying draw but i'm not too good,anyway hope you like them...